Current mood:

sleepy

no one actually interested
today i don't see derek.. but knowing that he is learning violin with phillip.. an older guy that hung intro to me.. just randomly.. he is a violin teacher.. and i said i learned for 1 yr.. 10yrs ago.. he said he taught a lot of ppl.. esp derek.. i don't know.. i just feel like me and him ahs so many things in common.. both work in a healthcare field.. adn both of us trying to get close to lord but don't know what to do.. he ask the same question as i do in discussion.. but yet he has no interest in me.. maybe i'm not good enough for him.. never good enough.. well..
today i asked if jospeh wanna go to eat lunch together.. i just ask.. and he said yes and stayed with us.. instead of his closest friend charles.. i don't know maybe they don't have time with them.. i don't know but it doesn't matter.. he went with us.. ride with david so and hung.. then when we get there we sat down.. and talk and nothing special.. he has to go practice song this pm.. we got off david's car and both walk to our car.. but he said bye to them and i said bye to them.. and walked away.. but then he still next to the car.. adn he said bye.. to me.. coz as i look back i saw him looking at me.. me only.. then we both get into our car.. blast my music.. as usual he sat in his car and take his time.. i guess calling ppl i don't know.. but then we go our own ways.. but during the lunch conversation.. i heard jacquline said he has a facebook so i searched him and there he is with a lot of friends.. and many pretty girls.. he said he doesn't worry about not finding a wife coz he has god.. god will find him a good wife.. i wish i can say actually if u wanna know me more.. i maybe the one.. but he didn't.. i don't think he is ever interested.. so does it matter? i don't know.. today no sweet for me.. so i guess they r not the one.. and i found out his bday is 11/14.. another guy with nov b'day. what sign is it? he is a scropio.. humm.. not saggitarius.. good.. actually keba's b'day is 10/19 so he is a libra too.. i can't believe that.. humm.. i don't know what will attract him.. but maybe he is the same as chris.. chris brown.. getting sleepy need to go to bed.. my excitment will be gone for a while til next friday